Calculating.

They were in our minds until forever but we didn't mind. We didn't know better. Am I ready to make the hard decision? Yes. I am free and there is such a beautiful world out there. Everyday we decide where we will go, where life will lead us. It's up to us. What matters to you doesn't matter to me. What matters to you doesn't matter to them. What matters to them doesn't change anything. I have learned of the good and potential each one of us has and I know that even now there is so much more, we have such good potential. It took that fine mingling of holding on and letting go to help me realize I shouldn't ever settle. So hallelujah, cut the strings, let me go to help me fly. So not like a kite...you need the string you know? I am a bird, free.

This Modern Love

Long time no see lovely space of mine. Well I am in love.

God's seemless veil of blue.

It is all cloudy outside. Not the type of clouds that get you down, these clouds are invigorating. They make me feel alive, the smell, the wind. All of it draws me closer to these mountains. I feel like it is worthwhile, time.

Trees.

And then I wonder. Oh boy, oh boy. Sometime things become confusing. I am learning and figuring out things everyday. I think that there is such comfort in hope, our lives become clearer as we see our purpose within Heavenly Father's plan. I know without a doubt that as we chose good in our lives, all the right things will and can fall into place.

Fluent

I would love to live
Like a river flows.
Carried by the surprise
Of its own unfolding.

John O'Donohue

The sea is just a wetter verison of the skies.

This is one of those post...the job post. Well all of three people, I absolutely love my job. I love these mountains just as much as I love the lake. Wow we have such a wonderful and mysterious world all around us. It makes me want to learn about everything. Oh the journey of life. I wouldn't have it any other way.

Pray in your wilderness.

Last night I went on a night walk. I sat down on that earthy ground and attempted to turn off the worldly lights blinding my vision to the sky. The beautiful silhouette of tall pines and aspens and the stars above. There I sat and pondered. Now isn't a time for answers, now is the time to live, learn and experience. Time to enjoy.